#SHITS ROUGH

[tlou-obsessed]

I know acting and all but holy shit the amount of love in their eyes is making me tear up, pedro and bella my beloved

[museofdeity]

sure, i want the pain to stop

...but i also want to go to new york city and see my online best friend. i want to spend a few nights with my long distance girlfriend. i want to graduate high school. i want to learn to drive. i want to have money to go to conventions. i want to travel across europe and the east coast. i want to go on a really fancy date night. i want to publish a book. i want to see my friend become a famous author. i want to adopt a cat. i want to train a service dog to help me out. i want to move into my own apartment. i want to hug all of my friends. i want to watch all the best movies. i want to go to the weddings of all my friends. i want to be my sister's maid of honour. i want to scream at my mom for all the shit she put me through. i want to be held. i want to love.

[angelcloves]

economy is in shambles if you like the fics i would really appreciate any help

[tenkaneki]

It’s hard looking in the mirror or soul or whatever we want to call it and realize I might never trust anyone.

[freshpickle]

does anyone want to help a gal out and send me $1000?

[yrdykehusband]

exam season getting to me atm

[phantomswolf]

i’m gonna be honest, friends, i haven’t been doing too hot lately

[darkmothsy]

There is no place for me anywhere at all

[tragicallytiredofbetrayal]

finding my happiness

While all my posts have been melodramatic and stupid I am healing and one thing helping immensely with that is finding what made me happy

And right now my appreciation for the song upiside down by jack Johnson for Curious George is on another level I've always loved that little monkey but as I've lost a big portion of my memories from the last 19 years and alot of my childhood was already blurry from trauma I can't express enough the emotions I feel listening to that song.

[sin-was-mine-alone]

there's nothing like the bittersweet feeling of missing someone you can never see again

no matter what you do

you can text

call

write

email

you can show up at his house

you can't fucking bring him back, though

it's not the same as breaking up

you never broke up

were you ever together in the fucking first place?

you never asked

you just knew you loved him

you still love him, don't you?

how could you stop?

it's bittersweet, because hey, life can't hurt him anymore

and you know it had hurt him

so that's sweet, right?

except it's bittersweet because you wanted to show him what it felt like to be loved

by you

and you know you love so intensely

you would have done anything for him

it's bitter, because it's not about you or your feelings.

the guy died.

who cares if you never got to take him on a date

or kiss him

or give him a real hug with some meaning behind it

or even hold his hand

ah, you care don't you?

it would be easier if you didn't

the moments your mind is blank are the only good ones anymore

but it's never really a good moment if you're not all the way there

but god,  trying to be fucking mentally present

it's just not fair.

it's always the kindest, most beautiful people.

you always realize you love someone too late

you think to yourself one afternoon, hey

"i do wanna spend the rest of my life with this guy

god i care so fucking much"

and then the next morning you find out he was dead hours before you even had the thought

and you fucking just hate yourself so much

because you knew, for months, he was the one

and you didn't tell him

and you never can.

[gherkinlizard]

poor dude,,just misses his wife is all

[eulbydoom]

whewww not the subtle pro ana shit on some blogs. somehow worse than the blatant posts. i forgot how shitty that part of tumblr is. it’ll never die i fear. fuck lmao

[illusioncanthurtme--art]

In which Zim disappears for a decade.

This looks like such garbage, but this has been sitting in my head for a month and I needed it OUT OF ME!!!!

[scatterbrainedbot]

cass, a professional: order of badass donbot, extra dramatic entrance!

me, nodding, banned from most kitchens: leo drama and angst, heard chef!

(shoutout to @somerandomdudelmao for yet again making feel emotions i cannot fully explain)

[rainywhispersblog]

When you grow up in an abusive home, you don’t become a people pleaser to please people. You become a people pleaser to keep the potential for more abuse away.

[hotdogmchiggin]

I guess DARE wasn’t a thing in Goron City